I've been sleeping until 4 or 5 in the afternoon Haven't said a word in weeks When your body clock somehow syncs up with one of Saturn's moons Everybody else seems hard to reach But I'm not fucking blind, man I know what I'm doing I can see the patten But I don't know what I can do about the way I am All those haunted places we return to in our dreams Tucked away in our brains My high school was demolished when I was 17 But a part of me is still walking down the corridors there Please try not to wake me I'm not finished dreaming There is still a secret that I am yet to find in here I'm not fucking blind man I know what I'm doing I can see the pattern but I don't know what I can do about the way I am One day I will rise up Light from lack of baggage Fresh to meet the sunrise But I don't know what I can do about the way I am